Inwarwithmyself.
Why hello there,i'm christinia But you can call me chrissy or coco (: I was brought into this world 17 years ago. But it wasn't until just recently i started to realize who i was and the true beauty of life. It wasn't easy,in order to get to this point i had to fall flat on my face. My past well,it has it's perks. But hey, people have it worse than i did. A lot of stuff's happened to me during the last 7 years. But just recently something big happened. I found Jesus,and now im finding myself. I dated a guy for three years,one of those years being a complete lie. I was physically and mentally abused. More mental than anything. He took everything i had. Literately. He took my friends. He took everything i had. He lied to me. He lied to everyone. But i loved him,i still do. I just decided not to put up with it anymore. I used to feel sorry for myself,i used to hate everything, I was a mess. But i realized this had to happen,it was my breaking point. It shaped my life. And now i know that everything Ive been through is going to help me with what god has planned for me. It's going to help me help others and reach out to people. I'm a victim of a lot of things. I'm in recovery from a lot of things. I fail all the time,i break down. But i am learning how to be happy again,and i owe it all to God. The devil,yeah he wants to break you down. He wants to tell you you're worthless. That you cant make it. That there's no hope. He's wrong. Don't let him lie to you., You beautiful. Your amazing. Your YOU. No matter were you came from or who you are. There is hope. Things will get better. As long as you keep up the fight and tell the devil to leave you alone. Believe Jesus will help you fight off demons that come your way. I did it,and so can you. I have faith in you and so does Jesus. If you ever need someone,come to me. i'm always here no matter what. Life's to amazing to throw away. please promise me,you won't ever give up. Becouse your way to good for that.